Hey all,

Been awhile once again. Just letting you know I finally changed the music in the site’s mp3 player to some music of a band I enjoy greatly. Pay attention to the lyrics. They go deeper than you think.

—Stixsmaster

Hey all,

It has been awhile once again…as I havent really been able to find much that can be posted here.

I guess first I should say here…goto my youtube channel: http://www.youtube.com/user/Stixsmaster

I have several vids uploaded currently more will come all are provided in 1080p for those that want the best quality possible.

Besides that going to be seeing Phish on June 13th in PA at the Hershey Park…anyone that is going and would like to see me lemme know…drop me an email at stixsmaster@gmail.com.

Other than all this my most important info is going to just stick with me to deal with. Anyone that wants to know more about me for now probly should be a close friend…

—Stixsmaster

P.S. may be adding a plugin or w/e to site here so that it is easier for me to provide my vids here and what not…

If I had a perfect day. I would have it start this way. Open up the fridge and have a tall boy. Yeah. Then I‘d meet up with my friends, head out to the game again. We don‘t even really care who wins. Now excitement seems to grow when we‘re hangin‘ with the bro‘s. When we‘re chillin‘ and we pound a case of Stroh‘s. Now the game is cool to see. You can “High 5” on TV. Count the riot on the one two three. Operation is in sight and the field is open wide. When you break it then you know you‘re still alive. If the cops don‘t make you pay and you make your getaway then you know that‘s one fine day. On that day before we‘re through, we could torch a car or two then have ourselves another tall boy. Yeah. Water hoses and batons. That‘s the real game that‘s on. I don‘t really give a shit who wins. I believe it‘s my god-given right to destroy everything in my sight cause it never gets dull, it never gets old. The only thing it gets is more bold. Drinkin‘, fightin‘, going to the game. In our world it‘s a way to stay sane. If you‘re asking me to have it my way, I‘d say that‘s one fine day.

—Stixsmaster

Hey all,

Here are images of what Quake 1 should look like…enjoy…

—Stixsmaster

Hey all,

I will admit, I am insane to a certain extent…like I can catch myself easily talking to myself about shit you never thought I would…right now tho I have few people in my life that can just be with me and they help me get more control sum how…just their company helps bring sanity back to me…

It is sad if you think about it really…I really do know that I have lost much touch with reality mentally…but at the same time I easily pull off making it seem like I am pretty much still sane…I am happy to know I have a strong grasp on sanity still but I fear for others that hang with me that I care about as I know that sometimes I do get those thoughts that I know I never should…

Lesson to be learned here…ever want to go insane…go ahead…but make sure you know what you are doing and always make sure to know how insane and sane you are…if you can not distinguish these 2 things even after getting into a convo with sumone that can tell the truth then ugh…you went too far and your worst than me…try to play it safe with your mind…it can only bend so much…mine has bent greatly…and I hope it will hopefully get a little better in time…but it will be a long while…

Me I know I probly have a multi personality due to how I act and think…so yea…I dont have 1 where my actions are really violent…its more so my thoughts are…I try my hardest to never use any violent actions…I will for sum odd reason tho gladly mention my violent thoughts…I dont know…”Destruction is a form of creation” from Donnie Darko…1 fine ass movie that in my opinion shows how that statement is quite possibly true…

So long 2 today’s sanity…off to get messed up…I turned 21…muahahahaha…not touching alcohol today…it doesnt really make me worse in that it makes me like wake up and realize im more insane like other things I do…but it does end my activities fast for the rest of the day…so yea…

To show how insane I am…I always use this example…I enjoy watching Superjail while at a small party or get together with frends…that should say a lot to my frends that know me well enuff or anyone that has partied or hung with me recently…

—Stixsmaster

P.S. this is my confession…sanity is by far gone from me mentally…yet it is still there sum how as I never show actions of insanity…just talk about it in greater detail than any sane person could…

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Perfect Confession
By
Taskless Sheep

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Perfect song that describes me very very well…and my thoughts…

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You know,
I’m a very good person
I love myself the most
I give everybody a reason
To smile…and such

You see,
I may not be the best friend
I might seem bad in the end
But if you’re of use to me
Fortune is what you will get to see

No, I’m not abusing you
In fact, I claim the opposite
You can do whatever you want
Until I am sick of it

I have received the gift
Of divine insight
I’m sure I know you better
Than what you think is right

In the most perfect world
You are my servants
I am the leader,
Your mighty excellence

You know,
There is no doubt
I am the best

Much better than the rest
Now and forever

Everything I touch
Turns into gold

And if I’m out of gold
I’ll just take it from the old

I’ve learned my lesson
If life ain’t worth living

There’s still one thing to try
Just suck other’s lives dry

I know your weak spots
I’ll turn you against yourself
I’ll make you cheer for me
Yes, that’s what I’d to see

I’m god and you are nothing
Bow down and kiss my feet
I’ll kick you in your face
Just when I feel like it

Now that you know my true self
I hope you understand
I’m the most generous person
Our god could ever send

Hey all,

The title to this post may throw many off as I have not made a Lyrics Mania post yet…dont worry its here, just I needa finish editing the drafts for it…as there lyrics on it that I had to produce my self…this post includes lyrics I was able to find mostly online and just needed to edit properly…

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The Real Me
by
Zebrahead

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This song describes the real me…

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I know a girl who welcomes the world
I think though the world is spoiled
And she holds on to me
She holds my head up so that I can breathe
And I’ve found that when I’m on the ground
She’s the only one still sticking around
Only she knows the real me
And I know that she won’t let me down

And I get mine
And I get mine
And I get mine
And I get mine
And I get mine
And I get mine
And I get mine

No way I would ever leave today
Cause she listens to the dumb things that I say
And I seem to get high
With just one smile as she walks on by
And I found that when I’m on the ground
She is the only one sticking around
Only she knows the real me
And I know that she won’t let me down

There’s only one girl in this world who understands the real me
There’s nothing superficial, artificial you get just what you see

I know a girl who takes up my world
Takes all of me and every breath that I hold
We meet and she makes me feel free
With one look she knows just what I need
And I’ve found that she’s got me bound
Cause she’s the only one that my mind surrounds
Only she knows the real me
And I know that she won’t let me down

And I get mine
And I get mine
And I get mine
And I get mine
And I get mine
And I get mine

There’s only one girl in this world who understands the real me
There’s nothing superficial, artificial you get just what you see

I know a girl who wakes up my world
Brings in the warmth when I’m feeling cold
And she’s got places to be
But she says that she would rather stay here with me
And I’ve found that when I’m on the ground
She’s the only one sticking around
Only she knows the real me
And I know that she won’t let me down

And I get mine
And I get mine
And I get mine
And I get mine
And I get mine
And I get mine

There’s only one girl in this world who understands the real me
There’s nothing superficial, artificial you get just what you see

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Feel This Way
By
Zebrahead

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This song describes how I feel on a daily bases…

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I’m up and I’m all right
Push on with all my might
Got to find a way to get away today

Because I am the man
What?
I am the man
What?
Who’s the man
Try to front like you want to try and understand
But you don’t know shit man
Through the times that we shared
I know that you care
And I know you

And I’ll go where you want to go cause I feel this way
And I care what you got to say cause I feel this way
So I stepped up and I said damn man I just don’t understand
He said just come and check it out man

I’m up and I feel fine
I won’t drop till I get mine
I got to find a way to get away today

Because I am the man
What?
I am the man
What?
Who’s the man?
Try to front like you want to try to understand
But you don’t know shit man
Through the times that we shared
You know that I care
Cause I know you

And I’ll go where you want to go cause I feel this way
And I care what you got to say cause I feel this way
So I stepped up and I said damn man I just don’t understand
He said just come and check it out man

Here we go
Hip hop nation, vibe affiliation
All that I need is mind emancipation
Got to find a way to get away
Got to find something to make me want to stay
Cause all that I see is jaded
Now I can’t even see straight cause I’m faded
Stressed cause of strain and you know that I’m leaving today
And I care what you say, but I feel this way

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—Stixsmaster

P.S. dont miss out on the original lyrics post…has lyrics you probly wont find anywhere else…

Hey all,

Here lyrics describing today’s world to me…

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Now I don’t know, and it’s hard to explain
But it seems like things are just kind of insane
Because the world is crying
But nobody’s listening
So please leave a message on my cell phone

I see bullets getting better
Biblical weather
And that guy on TV is like a total asshole

Who are you wearing tonight?
Celebrity fundraiser, tight!
Black ties making wrongs right
How’s your social Band-Aid?

I don’t know much
I don’t know too much
But I know this
Shit is fucked up!

I guess it’s all about the dream
The ends justify the means
(I’m telling you, shit is fucked up!)
You know it’s all about the dream
The ends justify the means

Now thank god for the media, for saving the day
Putting it all into perspective in a responsible way
With more celebrity news
Typical bullshit views
I think we’re losing this fight
Sponsored by Bud Light

And now we’re rockin’ the casbah
And taking the flak
The genie’s out of the bottle, and we can’t put it back
All this stuff
It’s overwhelming my brain
Can you see the storm comin’?
It’s coming this way

I don’t know much
I don’t know too much
But I know this
Shit is fucked up!

I guess it’s all about the dream
The ends justify the means
(I’m telling you, shit is fucked up!)
You know it’s all about the dream
The ends justify the means

Shopping Sprees, RPG’s
Ecstasy
Atrophy
Genocide
Pimp my ride
Politize
Euphemize
Injustice everywhere
Apathy
I don’t care
Hurricanes
Climate change
Huh!

Therapy, I won’t tell
Rehab and LOL
Worldwide calamity
TV Reality
Euthanize, supersize
Death squads and boob jobs
VIP infamy
Gratify instantly

I don’t know much
I don’t know too much
I don’t know much
I don’t know too much

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—Stixsmaster

Hey all,

I have come to realize that sleep may just not be right for me…

Here are the perfect lyrics to describe what I mean…

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Eyes open, I’m wide awake
I feel I’m in a coma state
I’ll lay here on my back and watch the fan turn

Conversations cross my mind, but not that of the speaking kind
TV images repeat there one lines

Back and forth I toss and turn
It feels like strings are holding up my eyes

I’d kill to fall asleep
I’d kill to fall asleep

Putting up a losing fight
I’ll never see this end tonight
The thought of just one dream it consumes me

Numbers on the clock turn back, my pills are having no affect
The beating of my heart keeps the time going

Back and forth I toss and turn
It feels like strings are holding up my eyes

I’d kill to fall asleep
I’d kill to fall asleep

They say that when you sleep your body’s at rest
I wouldn’t know what sleep felt like if I tried my best
If polaroids and memories can fade away, so can I…

Back and forth I toss and turn
It feels like strings are holding up my eyes

I’d kill to fall asleep
I’d kill to fall asleep

I’d kill to fall asleep
I’d kill to fall asleep

I’d kill….

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—Stixsmaster

Hey all,

I usually do my facebook notes or sumthing on that site or on the Zombies on Weed site…but decided…I will start doing it all here…

Here are lyrics to 1 song by my fav underground drunken band…this is 1 song that reminds me of my own life currently…listen to this song here

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I should have paid attention
I should have went to class
But I had to play Mario Cart and James Bond Goldeneye

Hey stupid rat race
I’ll finish next to last
Wrap me in that shiny shit and pat me on the back
But your stuck with me
And I am stuck with you
That’s just fine with me because of all you do

You made me forget
I’ll never regret
That I’ll never be an astronaut
I’ll never be anything cool
I’ll never be a doctor

No

You made me forget
I’ll never regret
That I’ll never be a diplomat
I’ll never have my own limousine
But I’ll always have you

Woohoo

I’m gunna find a ladder
Climb it to success
Think I’ll start at Walmart
cuz they have good benefits

I can be a greeter
I can stock the shelves
Make them pay 8 bux an hour
Or I’ll go somewhere else
But your stuck with me
And I am stuck with you
That’s just fine with me because all you do

You made me forget
I’ll never regret
That I’ll never be an astronaut
I’ll never be anything cool
I’ll never be a dentist

No

You made me forget
I’ll never regret
That I’ll never be a diplomat
I’ll never have my own limousine
But I’ll always have you

Woohoo

I’m sorry
I’ll never be the best for you
I apologize
There’s not much else I can do
I’m sorry
I wouldn’t change a thing

You made me forget
I’ll never regret
That I’ll never be an astronaut
I’ll never do anything cool
I’ll never be a doctor

No

You made me forget
I’ll never regret
That I’ll never be a senator
I’ll have my own garage
But I’ll always have you

Woohoo

Woohoo

Woohoo

Woohoo

I’m broke

Woohoo

Woohoo

Woohoo

I’m broke

I guess your mom was right

Hey all,

Much has happend to me in the past week…

I hungout with Michelle more w00t…and we hungout with my lil sis as she and sum of her frends as they were back in town for their spring break…and well still on my sober run…doing better than I thought I would…

I have also come to realize while all my frends at my college get next week off…I still have to do shit…

Currently finishing my midterm test for my simple ass repeated web page design class…I really don’t understand why I had to take the prerequisite for the class…but fuck the skool…I showed my bloody certificates proving I already did the work the class provides…but my councilor still decided that well you have to take it still…

Besides that…nothing much but POTPOURRI! HAHA! Yea that is my cure to my habits…luckily I shall get a large sum of $$$ to pitch in towards that stuff…

That is a nice summary of my week…had fun and figured out how to go legal with my habits…

—Stixsmaster